I think I'm ready. Ready to be Mary rather than Martha. Ready to shut up and sit at Your feet, humbly just being with You. God, I'm sick of searching for Your will. I've been more concerned with that than becoming more like You. But at the same time, Lord, I don't know that I'm ready. Am I ready to follow Your leading?
I'm scared. And I know that You bring peace, assurance, and truth. You are Peace, Assurance, and Truth. But God...
But God...
What if I fail?
What if I lose?
What if I achieve nothing for Your kingdom?
What if nothing I do points to You?
God, the What ifs are making me scared. I don't want to focus on them anymore. But sometimes I feel overwhelmed by them. Instead, can I be overwhelmed by You?
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